STRESS

Finally,the lesson is started.
Im so grateful and enjoy to start flaping my books.


BUT
I think my confidence and passion in study had getting ABATE!
I am astonished. I can't believe why i can get a such good result in SPM.
I think is because what my teacher said today,
this is the "culture shock" that every student will have to face it when encounter to a new environment.

In the other hands, I think is because of I had stopped study about half year.
My memories was rusted!
Is this in my head but I don't know what to think!
OH my god'sh...I feel abashed now..
Is it my confidence I have before is just superficial ?
Is it fading ?
How can I boost my level up again ?
I really feel frustrated and abashed right now..

Hope sore STRIVING can help me improve as fast as possible. :\